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I don’t love him anymore. I am so tired with everything. He hurt me so deep and cheated on me. All the things given by him are delusions. Until now he stil wants to hurt me by using all those nasty words to hurt me.
I don’t want to get hurt anymore. I have to protect myself. I don’t want to be with him anymore. He doesn’t deserve my true love. As my friend said, he is not a good man. His life is full of bad karma. He will not change. I have to love my parents who worried about me.
He is not a good man and won’t give any women happiness. I am blessed that I deserve to get a good looking rich man to shower me with love and care. Tey Yee Liang is just a bastard that only know to fool around and play women. His life is full of bad karma.
I don’t love him anymore. I know I am so hurt and heartache so I really don’t want him anymore. He only will give me disaster and tears. He doesn’t deserve me and I deserve good looking good kindhearted man who can gives me happiness and future.
Tey Ye Liang, I don’t love you anymore. You are just a bastard and asshole.
I don’t love him anymore. Today he sent me those nasty message saying he has another woman and the person has his baby. All the nonsense from him just want to hurt me and destroy my life.
I have to wake up. I really do not love him anymore. In fact, long time ago I already lost the feelings towards him. My feelings for him has faded. He is also not attracted to me at all. I don’t feel any heartbeat feelings to him as well. He hurt me so much.
After I read through all the past emails, I just realised I don’t really love him that much already. I just lie to myself only. He hurt me so deep many times and he will lose his temper and control to mental abuse people. Now he uses many ways just want to torture me and put salt on my wound. He is just a bastard and asshole. He sleeps around with other bitches but put all the blame to others. All are other people fault. He has no wrong. He betrayed my love and cheated on me behind my back but still do not admit he has fault. He will be cursed and won’t get any true love because he betrayed my true love and cheated on me. I am loyal to him all the time. I also helped him so much during his downtimes but he cheated on me and never appreciate me at all.
He is just the jerk and will never change. His life is full of bad karma. If I go back to him, I will be the same like. He will never change. This is what my friend who told and make me realise that he is the kind of man that will not give any happiness to any women who end up with him.
Thus, I don’t love him anymore. I just think I love him but I don’t know why. So if there is no reason which means I just think that I always love him. Actually I really feel so boring spending time with him. He has no money to spend on me as such a useless man that can’t really take good care of a girlfriend. He is reli so useless to the max.
I really have to discard the feelings that I do not really love him and don’t bother anymore. I know he tries to torture me now because I keep saying I love him and care for him. Well he will pay off what he did to me and all the hurt he brought to my life witnessed by karma. He will regret he hurt someone who love him the most in his life. He doesn’t deserve my true love at all. I don’t love him anymore and don’t want to be with him again. He better just fuck off. He will be cursed because he purposely hurt me by all means. A lunatic man who is so childish and mentally sick and only know abuse women.He doesn’t deserve me at all and any love.
I deserve better.I will surely get a good lookingood kindhearted man who loves me wholeheartedly and give me all the happiness showering me with lots of love and caring with respect. We will marry happily and build our family together and have loving kids.
I do believe! God bless me and love me! I am having a happy life now.
♥ My Secret Garden - Evana ♥ 